Lately all I do is put on a smile, wear the mask and act out my part. But that's changing. I see my purpose and my place. It's just a transition into the life I'm meant to lead.
So here goes, I miss my family, that includes the family thats not blood. All those out there that never cease to make me feel safe, and loved.
My family is beyond important to me.
I'm going home this weekend but I'm also leaving family behind. I can't believe Leslie, Ruth and I will be apart this weekend. It's weird having the wonder triplets together! I feel like there's a part of my heart that's missing, or empty. She's the ground, the center, the pure, raw intelligence and sincerity of the apartment. Not to mention beyond gorgeous. (See you're in my blog now :))
Ruth is the spontaneous, down to Earth, outgoing, spunky, beautiful little Jew of the place. And she's the ying to my yang. I can't imagine you both not in my life.
And then there's Miles.... "you fucking piece of shit" you're like the little brother that I never had, and you're beyond funny, and smart WAY beyond your years. you need to come join the craziness that is Wyoming.
Kelsey and Lindsay Brinkerhoff.... where to even start with the people that've followed me my whole life. You're both the most wonderfully, outrageous friends a fabulous gay wyomin' boy could ask for, I think of you often and I miss you both so so much.
Justine, man there's not much to say except you're AWESOME!!!! and I tell the mystery of Hellen Keller to everyone. and I need to come see you soon!
Carlee you're such a dork, and hilarious and we need to get you into the tattoo world!!!!!
I miss all of you SO much. and I need to come see you! or you can come see me :).
Kalayla: you're beautiful, funny and the perfect amount of pep that I love to see every time I get a hug. :)
Christine: you always know how to brighten my day! and I miss your face!
Arianne: your cynicism inspires my sarcasm and I love it
all you Chi O's are beyond amazing.
Jessi: you're voice could shatter crystal, and you're a little beautiful pixie! we need to watch Buffy~! haha :)
Here's to my new friends:
Shelby and Steph- you're amazing Pi Phi's and we need to go Clubbing! you're so fun and gorgeous!
Michael- I'm going to kick you in the vag, one day, but you're a good kid and we need to party more! haha you're hilarious you little punk.
Heather: i bought you some hair dye to embrace your awesomeness :) haha, but you rock!
and last but certainly not least...
Rex, I've never found so much in common with a straight man, you have to be the straight version of me. haha. It's ridiculous how awesome you are. And you love Glee so I instantly approve... even if you sang a song from "she who must not be named" ;) haha but really, you're a great guy.
oh booby, i love you too
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