Discover a new world

The semester is growing closer. I cannot wait for Fall 2012! I have so much planned and so many things I wish to accomplish. That also puts me one step closer to graduation and the real world. I am so nervous but I also think it's going to be an adventure. There are too many things to look forward to so I cannot let myself be brought down by bad thoughts. Negativity is not needed. I wish that one day I'll be in a good place with my family. That one day we can be civil and understanding. I also hope I get all my "ducks" in a row in time. Getting ready for graduation in London may be a little more difficult than I am ready for. Lately I've been thinking a lot and wondering about life and such. It's funny how 3 years ago I was such a dork, quiet, shy and had low self-esteem. Now look at me, successful in college, active, hard-working, strong, passionate and driven. Growing up is a really hard thing but becoming an adult is even more strenuous. Sometimes I wonder why I am the one to have to grow up and mature so quickly but I am so thankful for it. I wouldn't be the man I am today if it weren't for the trials and hardships that I've been through. Everyone has a story, I feel like I have a novel. In the end, the decisions we make lead us to our fate but the decisions left unmade lead us to darkness and bitterness. Living life is so crucial. I'm alright. I am happy, ready, prepared, cautious, smart, worthy and excited. I may be stressed, broke and worry too much but I don't let that get to me. Sometimes I may be lonely but I love myself enough to know that I'll be okay, and hopefully my next adventures will lead me to greatness. I really want love, adventure, and to see new places. I hope that the world brings me that, even more? I hope I earn that and I'm rewarded for my efforts. After all, nice guys finish last, fortune favors the brave, patience is a virtue.... it's all about hard work, devotion and perseverance. SO love, live, and laugh at yourself. Expel negative energy, forgive people, and surround yourself with good people, good vibes and good times. Memories aren't manufactured, they're discovered.