"I write because no one listens"

I write because no one listens. I saw this phrase on Facebook and realized that I may have writers block sometimes but writing is the portal to my inner thoughts. Most people never hear or get to hear my true thoughts. Most of the time people aren't listening any way. I think that's why I spend most of my time alone, or in small groups. I like my free time to relax and not have to deal with everyone else's issue on top of bottling mine. People in this town seem to use others to get what they want, someone to vent to, have sex with or just plain take out repressed aggression on to make themselves feel better. I used to spend so much time in writing and reading until I became so wrapped up in the world and experiencing things that I forgot where I developed my passion and creativity. Not only in books but in my mind. I would wake up at early hours of the morning and not sleep. Only write what I thought or felt. No reserve or holding back. Just pure thought on cyber paper, so-to-speak. I've been trying to hold onto everything, waiting until I go to London, graduate, grow up... I've been waiting to see if everything I've held onto will be released but it definitely won't. Workouts, haircuts, and not even going into my past have brought out the toxic anger lodged inside myself. I hope that I start to find a way. I've slowly started letting go and forgiving. I just hope the process speeds up a little. I'm a Safe Zone Coordinator, Student Ambassador, ASUW Senator for the College of Arts and Sciences, a Senior, a Student, a Cowboy, a Son, a Brother, a Grandson... all this seems confusing and strange that I have all these titles. I'm excited for my senior year and to study abroad... Let's see what happens after that... I can't wait :) I just hope I can let go of my anger along the way.