Close your eyes and breathe...
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Feel better?
Me neither....

I've spent days trying to recuperate, de-stress, relax, not complain, try self love/care and it's not adding up.  I don't know what I'm doing but I've come to the conclusion that I'm doing things wrong.  I need to really grow up, step up and fix my problems. I can't run anymore.  Running solves nothing. I've spent years trying to run from my problems and have yet to truly learn how to deal with them.  Time's up, the clock struck midnight and life's little fairytale turns back to reality.  I really wonder what I'm capable of, I've seen some greatness in my time, I've done great things.  Now with limited resources, limited time and very little energy I may have to pull off on of my most difficult performances yet.

Finding myself.