Bigger Picture

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately... and by thinking I mean talking to Kelsey about life and such. There are things in life that I wasn't really prepared for. I thought that most of my life would be seen sitting in the background waiting for me to fill my place, do my job and go on to whatever else is left. I was wrong. I have the potential to inspire others. I've noticed it more recently with Connor, Nicholas and Kelsey. They say things that make it seem as if I rub off motivation and inspiration. I'm no muse by any means but I do believe that I'm starting to notice myself doing that with others. I'm so in tuned to intelligence and academia that I theorize my brain registers on a different frequency than a lot of others. I'm not disregarding others or their intelligence I know that a lot of people around me are superbly intelligent and shock me in the most surprising of ways. But I am a part of the bigger picture, I'm beginning to realize this and it scares me. It's exciting, nerve racking, and unknown to me. I intend to see everything through until the end of time. And I'm really excited to get know when I'm there...