Simple

Recently I've realized that I have no idea what I'm doing, and frankly I don't care. I love my life and I love the people in it. Sometimes I don't know how things work or what to do but I work with all that is given to me. I don't like spreading myself thin and I don't like picking sides. I'm being torn in places I've never been torn and I'm conflicted in what to do. My world is filling up with things I can't control and I don't like feeling this way.

I've sat on this side of the fence for so long that I think others don't like seeing things from where I've been sitting. I get it, I'll have to work it out and I'll try but my time is my time. My world is my world and I am shared. I'm spread thin and it's time to re-group. I'm tried and now all this isn't fair. Things aren't always fair and I know that. But the thing is... I'm only one guy, with one life to live. I can only do so much without having things fall apart... again. I've been here, working through things when I finally find stability you fight it. I don't have time to fight for that, I shouldn't have to. Things should work, be understood and you move on. Plain and simple. But things are never plain or simple. Complexity over rules the dictation placed in the inner workings of simplicity.

My mind races all the time and I think about the most ridiculous things. But that doesn't mean they'll happen, that they're true or that you in any way have changed in my eyes.

Sometimes we have to give up a little to gain that much more. It's time to make this move. The transition that will make me even stronger.