Pretty Little Larai-liars

Once again it's some ungodly hour in the night/morning and I'm about to write out some of my burning ideas and throw them onto those who will read this or won't. I'm tired. I'm tired of the bullshit and complications that come with working with other people. I've been told I'm rude and honest... YOU'RE FUCKIN' RIGHT I AM! I hear it all the time "I want honest people." "I'm the most honest person you'll meet." That's an outright, damned lie. Everyone lies, EVERYONE, no one is immune to it but little things here and there are easily ignored. Just don't try and us the same bullshit excuses on me. Tell me what you're thinking and feeling and I'll respect you more as a person. Use me, lie about it and treat me like crap and see how far that gets you. I won't be there in the end when you need me to unless YOU treat ME with the same respect I give my friends. It really IS that plain and simple. Sure I lie, once in a while, I fib, stretch or exaggerate things. When I need to be though, I am completely honest and genuine. Most people, I'm finding out again, aren't. This shouldn't be new to me but it means that I need to reevaluate my faith in people. Laramie especially, people are filled into these roles and rumors and everyone knows everyone's fucking business. Guess it's time to break that. So just know that second chances are earned, third chances are rare, and after that... you'll see what happens.