Closer that you think

Finally, I'm in a moment of peace. Things aren't lingering anymore. Or hanging over my head. They're out in the open, in my face and dealt with. I can breathe for once, it may hurt to breathe but I can still push through all the crap and take in sweet, much needed, oxygen. I haven't been able to concentrate or be myself at all lately. It's almost impossible since I haven't really been ME for a while. Things always change and I got lost in the mess, half found myself but didn't hold on long enough. Now all I have is me. This time I'm not letting go. You can bet your ass that I won't.

Lighter side? I'm having the best vacation. I'm getting a chance to get closer to my parents. I love them so much and I'm so happy I get to spend this time with them. It's nice to be seen as an adult, but also as their son. I couldn't be happier. I do miss my friends though, my real ones :). I'm going to be keeping them close this year, very close.