Fallen

I had the most amazing weekend ever. There aren't any words to explain it. I spent a day and a half with the most amazing guy in the entire world. I haven't been able to stop thinking about him all day. I cried a little when he left. I'm so happy he came down here. it made my year.
He's so amazing. Gorgeous, best laugh... funny, a great story teller, caring, outgoing, relaxed and at times a little too easy going. haha.

I feel safe with him. And I want him to feel safe with me. We've both been hurt and I feel that we're both really cautious... but no matter how fast this began, I haven't felt more right. More... In love. I'm scared, nervous, excited, everything. I've never felt this many emotions at once. I can't wait to see him again.

I hope this doesn't sound too mushy or anything, if it does, then so be it. I've never felt like this before. Just seeing him smile makes my heart jump, or hearing his heart beat. The smell of his hair, the feeling of his hands in mine. Everything. Those ridiculously gorgeous eyes: Blue, green and silver. So gorgeous. when he blushes, or when he's thinking. He's amazing. When he gets excited and makes these cute little noises. My apartment is empty and it feels weird, him not being here. Like we've known each other for a lot longer. I trust him, and it's all new to me.

If he's reading this he should know: I love you.

See you soon Baby Boy