Ramblings of a mad man

I know what I know. You never really see yourself like others do. Crazy Right?!?!?! I'm stating the freaking obvious. But seriously, I don't know when I'm going to see what others see. Like my guy, he sees so much in me that I don't. Jessi, she sees so many things that I didn't really ever know. Today, my supervisor said some of the most amazing things about me. Maybe I'm starting to believe them, after all, the people in our circles are our mirrors of self reflection. We are our toughest critics, also some of our greatest enablers, but I think that there's a lesson to learn from everyone we meet. There's always something to gain. It doesn't matter how long you've known them or whether the interaction was good or bad. I don't really know what I'm trying to say here. I'm mostly rambling trying to get words out. But for the most part. I think that every person I met was in my life for a reason. I also know that everyone lies. Life is about finding the Truth, or picking the best liar. I lie, everyone has little white lies here and there. But I try and make the best effort to be honest. I'm hoping that it gets me somewhere. I've seen where lies get you, and that's not a place that I'm going to end up being in. I will not compromise my integrity for the sake of others.