Distracted

Television ruins everything. Constantly waiting for people to be lured into the false reality of true love. I believe in love and sometimes still believe there is someone out there for everyone. I just cannot wait to find the truth. Whatever it may be... My heart hurts, no matter what I do I have a hard time feeling anything that I used to. I feel like I'm on the brink of something. I don't know what it is. And I'm in a really strange emotional place. I feel like I've been changed so much that I don't know where I am in the real world. I can't control my thoughts any more. I don't know what to feel or who to trust. Growing up isn't the best, but it's important. It's necessary.